I've never been too good with the concept of reality. It's not that I turn that part of my brain off or anything, I'm just not too good at facing the hard stuff when I know I probably should. It's like I wait until it's forced upon me, like when David was face to face with Goliath, he couldn't run. He had to stand there and chose to fight, chose to conquer his self doubt and chose to live. 

Well, that is what I have decided to do; face my reality, face my hard stuff and be like David. 

So, what is my hard stuff you may ask? What is the reality that I am trying not to face yet, all the while knowing I have to? The unknown. 

What am I truly getting my heart into when I leave my home, my family and my life I have built for 23 years? That's my unknown, and it is terrifying to me. Will I change? Will I grow? Well goodness gracious I hope so. I hope I conquer fears, I hope I fall in love with my surroundings. I hope I grow into someone who isn't afraid to be heard, who isn't afraid to let the love of God show out of every single fiber of my being and I hope I'm someone people can look up to and be proud of. 

My reality is setting in, my reality of leaving behind my known is here, knocking at my door and I must answer it. I need to face it and let it in. I am excited, I am thrilled and I am ready for this journey God has decided I have the privilege to go on. 

What is your reality that you're not facing? I suggest you listen for the knock on the door, answer it and embrace it, you never know what God has waiting for you.

So go on, be like David and conquer it. 

xo,

Kenzie